wardrobe and style!

 I feel like my wardrobe is fine… until it’s not. Lately I feel like I have no clothes to wear. Maybe it’s because I’m not used to dressing up daily after summer break and school’s started again. It feels like the amount of shirts I have has dwindled a crazy amount and same with jeans! A lot of my jeans just don’t fit right so I ordered some new ones… I like clothes shopping but also I have like no money. I’m looking longingly at my Pinterest board… I feel like my style hasn’t even changed much either so it’s not like the clothes I haven’t aren’t my style anymore. Where have all my shirts gone, seriously?! 

Also, I’ve been considering a haircut. I’ve been growing it out and it’s a bit past my shoulders, which is new because I used to cut it as soon as it hit my shoulders. I was looking at old pictures though and the shorter hair was so cute… I like having the medium-ish length hair but I also feel short hair is just so me.

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until next time,

nana ♡

start of senior year!

 So, I started my senior year on Thursday. I've been really tired so I was putting off blogging... but here I am! The start of the year is pretty good actually. I have an easy first half of the day and the second half is...meh. My last period I have, like, zero friends but that's fine. I also do not have lunch with my friends so I've got to figure that out... 

Onto more interesting things (and maybe embarrassing) there's this kind of sort of cute guy in one of my classes. I rarely have crushes or similar feelings for guys so I'm definitely starting the school year strong. I've talked to him a few times and I don't have any super high hopes for anything crazy in the future... but he'll keep the start of the year exciting. Honestly, the last time I was semi-interested in a guy was my freshman year and that went nowhere. We  literally had no meaningful words exchanged. Current guy? Well, I haven't had any casual conversations about our life or whatever. It's always been about the work we're doing, but he's far better of a conversationalist. Welp, again, I doubt it'll go anywhere serious but having a window shopping-esque mini crush to look at is fun. I've missed that feeling.

Moving on, the start of senior year is packed with so much emotion. It's a lot of "I can't believe we're seniors!" I've genuinely never posted so many public stories in my life. It's all reposts of my friends' stories. Sorry to everyone going through all the stories but it's my account! I'll document as much as I like, especially as I post once in a blue moon. 

I'm gonna end this here... That's all I have to really say about senior year without being majorly boring with basically a rundown of my entire school days.

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until next time,

nana ♡

little update

I don't really have much to say but I wanted to post something to try to build some habit and consistency while I still think up ideas for what to blog about. I've been a little busy recently since I'm helping prepare for the upcoming school year... I am super tired from going out and socializing the past two days. My social battery really is not what it used to be. I think after a few weeks of school I'll be used to it again but yeesh... I am so sleepy! I just want to be lazy but nope, gotta be productive now.

 I've been having trouble being productive lately to be honest. I was on a major reading kick earlier this summer so maybe I should get back on that. As much as I love reading, I am not a consistent reader at all. I'll read a bunch of books in the span of a week maybe. Then I won't for months...then I'll read for a bit. And the cycle continues. I'll get back on that reading thing eventually. Well, I guess that's my brief update for now! 

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until next time,

nana ♡

the future...

 My first real post is me complaining... sounds about right. Just kidding, I don't complain that much. But, happy August...! Senior year is upon me and so are college applications. I officially start school in a week and then this year is going to go by and it'll be college... I've barely started writing for the applications and thinking about them is anxiety inducing. I'm quite eager to start a new chapter in my life but preparing for it? I'm stressed and in shambles. 

I am a major procrastinator but I'm usually good on getting things done... It's just so much thinking about the future! Like, I am so not ready.

But, I always tell myself that it'll all be water under the bridge eventually. I think back at old issues and stress that are long gone. This stress will be gone soon too! I just have to get through it now. It's a lot easier said than done to just move through it... Especially when it's about such a big jump in life. Nonetheless, I've persevered before so I can do it again. I am kind of a worrywart about the future but I also believe that if I do my best it'll all smooth out. So, I'm pretty excited for what's to come even if my stomach kind of flips at the thought of the future. 

I can't really do much about time passing or things changing... but I can make sure I enjoy it and put myself on a path to success :D

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until next time,

nana ♡

first post!

Hello!! First post :D

I decided to make a blog on a whim but I'm going into my senior year of high school so I guess I hope to document my thoughts and interests and to have something to look back on. I also hope for this blog to help me connect more with myself and my femininity in a sense. I have no clue if that made sense. I don't know if anything I'll write will end up making sense :') I'm still figuring out this whole blog thing so it's definitely a major work in progress...

Nonetheless, I hope to stay consistent in this blogging journey LOL. I have a history of not being very consistent but there's always room for improvement, right?